#three

Ok, so I'm at the library. Shocking I know. Want to know the REASON that I am here, and WILL be here for the next two or so weeks of my life? Well, as I briefly mentioned before, I'm looking for a place to live aka I'm moving. duh. I currently reside in a house which consists of 3 other girl roommates. Each of these girls is a piece of work in itself. I can not even begin to explain how anxious I am to have them all out of my lives permenantely. One of them, we'll call her MISERY is the most obnoxious, controlling, insecure, vindictive, manipulative sack of flesh that has ever stepped on this earth. Seriously. Just her existance within 50 feet of me makes my skin crawl and my face cringe in disgust. She is an ugly person inside, and her beauty, what there was of it, became just as ugly as her personality through time. The second roommate, we'll call her PUSHOVER because, well, there is lack of words to describe her. She is the worst kind of roommate and person, very nice and relatable untill you see her true colors. Only out for herself and very easy manipulated. PUSHOVER and MISERY feed off of eachother as a living. Not a hobby. A living. The third latest and last roommate can only be called one thing, ALCOHOLIC. Wow, she drinks all day everyday, has different guys over, takes drugs and then expects us to babysit her hallucinations. By the way, ALCOHOLIC spends her intimate, disgusting times with her even more disgusting guys, not on her own bed or even her own room, hell she doesn't even use her own blankets; no no, she messes around with these wastes of life on the couch, in the living room. You know, the one we all sit on, the one our guests come and sit on, well SAT on. Yeah. That one. No shame. Oh, and to make her case for herself even better, she's currently in the hospital, barely surviving. The doctor's can't figure out why; and frankly, I can't figure out why the doctors can't figure out why. I mean, really? I didn't go to medical school, but I am pretty damn sure all that alcohol and drugs had SOMETHING to do with it. No? I mean, there was a VODKA bottle at the scene, when she was rushed away by the paramedics. But, don't worry, that's not the end of it. Has anyone noticed what day it is? Monday, yeah, that's right..and the date? The 30th. Meaning TOMOROW is the FIRST OF THE MONTH; and guess who is NOT giving their share of the rent and utilities?! You would think her parents would pay for her rent, I mean yeah, true we didn't put her on the lease, our fault, and we didn't take a deposit from her, also our fault, our fault for trusting someone, but ok, you live and you learn, but now, this is where the family steps in..right? Yeah, freakin' right. Let's just say the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. On that note. The lease is up December 31. Logically I was planning to start moving my stuff out December 15. The other two have moved out or are in the process of moving out as we speak. No biggie right? WRONG. "Well Milana since we don't live there the utilities are up to you" WTF?! Oh right right, let me just go into my backyard, grab my golden ladder, and up for a couple hundred dollar bills from that tree. Yeah. So I'm in the library, because the cable and internet are shut off; and like I said I'm a college student; half of my homework and studies is online! Uhhh. Very annoyed.
Anyways,
gotta go,
pops is taking me to go see a condo I might move into.
No no people, not by myself, come on now I just said I'm broke; just to share.


ah felt good to vent,
tomorrow will be a better day.
itsmilana

dos

As you guys can see, today is Thanksgiving; and I can honestly say I had a good one. Woke up next to the love of my life and our brand new lil kitty (Joey), got ready, picked up my mom, grandma and baby brother, and were on our way to Pala Casino Buffet. A little unconventional I know, but to your surprise there was actually a lot of people there. The wait was about 2 hours or so and boy was it worth it. We walked around a little, played a slot or two (while my mom stood in line) and were on our way to fill unlimited amounts of plates with even more unlimited amounts of any ethnic food we desired. As you can imagine we took our sweet time eating and enjoying the holiday. The drive was about 40 minutes each way and unfortunately I took the risk of driving on a almost flat tire the entire way. THANK GOD we were safe. When I arrived to my second home our kitty was waiting anxiously for us with his cone still around his cute little neck. It breaks my heart that he has to wear this cone for two weeks, but he's a trooper. Now I'm sitting on the couch watching HOME ALONE with my kitty and my love enjoying the air of the holidays and counting my blessings. I am so thankful for all of the love and support around me.

I hope everyone spent their holidays the way they most enjoyed.

Anyways, this kitty isn't giving me a chance to sleep at night; always always sleeping on my head, so I grow tired quicker, earlier these days.

Good Night,

itsmilana

the first one

Well, here I am. Why?.. Honestly..because my mother saw some get rich quick article in some Women's magazine and decided that I should put my some-what talent of writing to good use. Will it work? Eh..who knows; it will give my diary and journal pens a break for a change that's for sure. What do people exactly write in blogs anyways? Do they just ramble on? Because if that's the case, then I may just be the perfect person for one of these suckers. Will it make me money? I guess we'll find out, will I end up on Oprah as one of the extraordinary cases of how Blogging made a young female rich quick? HOPEFULLY! I mean, I am no Carrie Bradshaw, but sitting in front of a window, typing away at a laptop does give me a sense of empowerment. One day I really do wish to be like Carrie Bradshaw, I strive for the independent yet fun and adventerous life each of the characters live; and believe you, me, I am getting there. Slowly, but surely. I wonder who is actually going to end up reading this. My mother no doubt will be tracking my every move, but don't worry future followers, I will not tone down all of the juicy details.

Let's do a slight update shall we? I am 21, and like most 21 year olds I have a million problems that seem mediocre to our older generations. The difference is however, my problems are a bit different then most 21 year olds, not all, but most. I am striving to be and stay independent from my parents and finally have that liberating and free life I've always wanted. Looking for a place to live, WHILE getting laid off is not an issue most 21 year olds have. Oh, yeah, did I mention college full time? No? Ok..college full time.

I hope I get some readers so I can ask them why they enjoy reading other people's days. But who knows, maybe I'll answer my own curiousity thru other people's blogs. It would be extremely exciting to become like Julie from that movie Julie and Julia. Oh how I love that movie. I LOVE food. Especially french food. Well really, honestly, all food. Except for Indian really. Hmm, I hope that my blogging doesn't cause a fight between me and my significant other like it did with her! Well, if it does, then it will just give you guys, whoever you guys are, my future readers and maybe one day active followers and obsessors some more interesting drama to read into.

Ok, well I am babysitting my 10 year old brother right now, and even though that doesn't require much of doing anything, it sounds like a good excuse and last thing to say. No? I think so.

Signing off
itsmilana




Oh by the way, if anyone was wondering why the choice in title for my blog, and why it's not 100 problems; I can honestly say I have no idea. That stupid song (99 problems but a b***h ain't one) came into my head and I ran with it. Plus can't you just imagine my book on the best sellers list "21years99problems" seems about right to me.
With time I hope to figure out the layout and all the ins and outs of this thing so I can make it more visually appealing.